me & mrs jones makes me want to burst out in cynical laughter. hah. the irony.

i must say ____ fills me with a mixture of admiration/fear/disbelief/disgust/a warped form of respect.

i haven't left my dorm in 3 days. wow. hahaha. yesterday was the first time i took the lift in 2 days. goodness 0_o and after all this self-imposed imprisonment, i should have gotten more work done damnit.

need less distractions -.- my pretty jap anime boys on my comp are bloody bad enough. but oh so pretty (((: hahaha.

but even though i'm constantly whining about having to study. i'm actually really happy (well not about the studying), but just the fact i'm here in london. i'm grateful & thankful everyday for the chance to be where i am now, to breathe in the cool air, to live everyday to the fullest, to seek that freedom & wild abandon i've been searching for years. the time of living is now. and i am so happy to be here